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Saturday, March 10, 2018

漏網之魚

之前講過 Fiddler on the Roof (屋頂上的小提琴手) 呢個百老匯音樂劇入面嘅歌。

原來入面仲有一首好正嘅漏網之魚。。。

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嚟咗呢邊咁耐,話你聽無掛住屋企人,咁就肯定係假嘅,唔會時常去想住嘅啫,但係有首歌好多時一聽,我就會忍唔住的眼淚。。。

Michael Buble - Home
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係合唱團唱音樂劇嗰年 (2003) ,係我自己同以前嗰男友分手後無耐嘅事,所以當年我比呢首歌迷住了:

Oliver!  - Where is love?

Where is love?
Does it fall from skies above?
Is it underneath the willow tree
That I've been dreaming of?
Where is she?
Who I close my eyes to see?
Will I ever know the sweet "hello"
That's meant for only me?
Who can say where she may hide lit ?
Must I travel far and wide?
'Til I am beside the someone who
I can mean something to ...
Where...?
Where is love?

Who can say where...she may hide?
Must I travel...far and wide?
'Til I am beside...the someone who
I can mean...something to...
Where?
Where is love?

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將時間較番去今朝。
發現係 Fiddler on the Roof 入面嘅呢首歌 (當年合唱團無唱呢一節) ,更加講到現在的我嘅心情,雖然來了10年,對於我的親人,仍然有呢首歌形容嘅感覺。

Fiddler on the Roof - Far from the home I love




呢一段嘅背景係女兒要嫁去好遠的西伯利亞,臨別時和父親的對話。

開始前的對白:
父親:did he ask you to leave your father and mother and join him in that frozen waste land and marry him there?
女兒:No,  papa,  he did not ask me to go,  I want to go.

How can I hope to make you understand
Why I do,  What I do
Why I must travel to a distant land
Far from the home I love
Once I was happily content to be
As I was,  where I was, 
Close to the people who are close to me,
Here in the home I love
Who could see that a man would come
Who would change the shape of my dreams
Helpless now I stand with him
Watching older dreams grow dim
Oh,  what a melancholy choice this is
Wanting home,  wanting him
Closing my heart to every hope but his
Leaving the home I love
There,  where my heart has settled long ago
I must go,  I must go, 
Who could imagine I'd be wandering so
Far from the home I love
Yet,  there with my love,  I'm home. 

揀咗上面兩段嘅video 都係比較舊嘅表演錄像,係網上有新的嘅製作,但係我覺得年輕人唱唔出嗰種味道(依家要飛去西伯利亞簡直易如反掌,好難唱出嗰種離開親人好耐都唔會再見嘅感覺)

呢幾日不停係到 loop 呢首歌,我諗小貓幾隻會睇呢篇嘢嘅人,都會對呢首歌有同感。

更加想講嘅係,咁多年嚟,的朋友成日話我返去香港都無時間見多幾次面,叫我丢低肥鬼自己返 stay 耐的。我好想應佢 "咁你又唔丢低你屋企人嚟探我?" 佢地唔會明,無咗我喺到,呢到只係一間屋 (house) 喺因為我喺到,所以肥鬼每日放工就返家 (home) 

再講遠的嘅事。
我中學時有兩位老師係夫婦關係,老公教中文,老婆教家政。我很喜愛呢兩位老師,曾經 friend 到會去佢地屋企探佢地,同佢兩個仔都叫相識。
佢地後嚟移民。老婆同兩個仔嚟咗加拿大,老公繼續係香港教書。實實在在的太空人生活,淨係老公暑假返嚟加拿大,其餘時間都係分隔兩地。成功的沒有離婚,但早年老公係香港心臟病發突然死了!

試問這樣的婚結嚟為乜?
以前細個唔識野,仲會覺得勁呀,維持到無離婚(很多太空人都離婚收場)  依家會諗,就算你話係兩個仔仲細要照顧,幾年就得喇,跟咗過嚟唔走同怪獸家長無分別,兩個仔學唔到獨立之餘,兩個人嘅夫妻生活都沒有了。

呢首歌給我肯定了一樣野 ↪ 兩個人結婚就係要一齊呀!"我"就是他的家,"他"就是我的家。
Home is where you belong!!! 

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